today is my birthday.
it's going to be great because i keep saying "it's going to be great" to myself over and over.
to convince myself.
remember my list i made last october?
i did GET photoshop....i just didn't learn how to use it yet.
i did make a painting but it wasn't the one i was dreaming of in my head so i don't want to count it.
i did NOT sleep till noon....once i slept till 10:30 and stayed in bed till 11:00.
i did NOT lose ten pounds. i lost 5 though...that is better than none.
i did NOT learn how to cook pork but crystal b. is helping me on that.
i did NOT go dancing. BOO. i should have done this...i love dancing.
i did NOT even once think about painting the trim in the craft room.
i did NOT send my friends b-day cards. good intentions.....
i did NOT do the weekly meal plans. that was never going to happen...my brain does not work that way.
i did NOT make peppernuts. THIS is the christmas. it has to be.
i DID start to sew a quilt.
i did not paint the laundry room....because we are going to gut it eventually....so yay.
i did NOT take a trip with my sister...but we will travel together in the end of october...so we can count that.
i did NOT go camping in a tent outside. that is a funny one.
i did NOT host a craft weekend at my house....i still want to....something to work on.
i did NOT do a freezer meal swap. that is ridiculous. i have to do that again soon!!
and even after reading all that i do not feel i have failed.
i DID got to africa.
i DID start running.
i DID give up sugar for 3 months.
i DID spend everyday with my kids all summer.
i DID go down a slip n' slide.
those things count for at least three things each....right?
i don't think i will make another list.
because my everyday to do list is already so long.
but some times i surprise myself.
today....i am going to have a carmel apple martini WITH MY LUNCH because i want to and i can.
i am thirty-five.
the guy didn't card me at walmart for my spray paint OR my beer.
it's official.
i am all groweds up.